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Pretty much, her life was awful, and reading some spoilers here on how crazy her mother was and raised her makes it clear she didn't have the best life ever, but she still bullied and tried to kill a girl who is just nice
She didn't really look at the Prince outside of status and a desired to be loved as a Princess or Queen, she even admits it that her sister and the Prince are good people who didn't deserve the way she treated them in her first life, heck, she only changed because...well, she went to prison for several months with apparently not a single person visiting her outside of guards bringing food she refused and that led to a lot of time to think about her life and the way she acted before she died out of starvation and loneliness, her behavior seems to have driven even Yulia and Mari away.
After somewhat paying for her attempted murder and bullying with death by starvation, she is trying to have a different better life, she is acknowledging she isn't a saint, she acknowledges in this chapter that her sister is a better person than she was to a point where she really doesn't want to hang out with her in fear of loving her(in contrast to when she died when she refused to admit she did anything wrong a while after trying to kill her sister) and has been treating her much more nicely, is less judgmental, temperamental and is trying to live a more quiet life, her time in prison really seems to have calmed her down and taken out a lot of her frustration and influence of her mother out of her.
Too bad that her father is still suffering from what her mother did to him and his apparent fears she is just like her(and seeing how she was apparently a kinda saner version of her mother in her first life, he's kinda right) is clouding his judgement, though one can then point out that he seems to have not educated her in any way, ran away without us knowing if he ever tried to contact his daughter letting her be raised by someone he knows to be an insane abusive woman while he was living happily with his new family, and when he comes back he doesn't try to talk to her at all, he doesn't try to see how her daughter feels about this, if she was alright after being raised by a woman so bad he ran away in fear from her, doesn't try to give any support or form of therapy, he doesn't even try to protect the daughter he favours most from the main character if he really thinks she is just like her mother.
The father suffered, but i also don't see that as a justification for leaving his daughter behind with an abusive mother and coming back without trying to tend to her at all or compensate for lost time, he just insults her, thinks the worst of her and expects her to obey everything he asks her to do, and when she does it, he refuse to compliment her and instead does it to his favorite daughter...man, no wonder the girl raised by an insane yandere got really starved for love to a point where she desired a bigger status...which again, doesn't excuse her actions.
At least her sister in this chapter is also clearly not happy with her father, don't know about her mother though, she didn't exactly try to defend the main character at all.
She didn't really look at the Prince outside of status and a desired to be loved as a Princess or Queen, she even admits it that her sister and the Prince are good people who didn't deserve the way she treated them in her first life, heck, she only changed because...well, she went to prison for several months with apparently not a single person visiting her outside of guards bringing food she refused and that led to a lot of time to think about her life and the way she acted before she died out of starvation and loneliness, her behavior seems to have driven even Yulia and Mari away.
After somewhat paying for her attempted murder and bullying with death by starvation, she is trying to have a different better life, she is acknowledging she isn't a saint, she acknowledges in this chapter that her sister is a better person than she was to a point where she really doesn't want to hang out with her in fear of loving her(in contrast to when she died when she refused to admit she did anything wrong a while after trying to kill her sister) and has been treating her much more nicely, is less judgmental, temperamental and is trying to live a more quiet life, her time in prison really seems to have calmed her down and taken out a lot of her frustration and influence of her mother out of her.
Too bad that her father is still suffering from what her mother did to him and his apparent fears she is just like her(and seeing how she was apparently a kinda saner version of her mother in her first life, he's kinda right) is clouding his judgement, though one can then point out that he seems to have not educated her in any way, ran away without us knowing if he ever tried to contact his daughter letting her be raised by someone he knows to be an insane abusive woman while he was living happily with his new family, and when he comes back he doesn't try to talk to her at all, he doesn't try to see how her daughter feels about this, if she was alright after being raised by a woman so bad he ran away in fear from her, doesn't try to give any support or form of therapy, he doesn't even try to protect the daughter he favours most from the main character if he really thinks she is just like her mother.
The father suffered, but i also don't see that as a justification for leaving his daughter behind with an abusive mother and coming back without trying to tend to her at all or compensate for lost time, he just insults her, thinks the worst of her and expects her to obey everything he asks her to do, and when she does it, he refuse to compliment her and instead does it to his favorite daughter...man, no wonder the girl raised by an insane yandere got really starved for love to a point where she desired a bigger status...which again, doesn't excuse her actions.
At least her sister in this chapter is also clearly not happy with her father, don't know about her mother though, she didn't exactly try to defend the main character at all.
