Itsuka Fukushuu Suru Sono Tame ni - Ch. 37 - Bullying is something I'll never forgive for the rest of my life.

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It at most seemed like a grade. Maybe two. When they were extremely young. I know it stays with you to a degree but.. ninja grow up.

At least now it seems he's gotten enough get back to move on. Hopefully that involves both of them stomping those bullies out, but I guess that's wishing for too much.
I mean... it is not "to a degree" stuff that happens during your fundamental developmental years potentially stays with you forever, no matter how much you spend in therapy, at best, you become better at managing it
 
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I mean... it is not "to a degree" stuff that happens during your fundamental developmental years potentially stays with you forever, no matter how much you spend in therapy, at best, you become better at managing it
As it should. Everyone will go through hardships and unfairness in your life, and it becomes scars on your psyche. Whether they make you stronger and cooler, or make you fearful and weaker, how you choose to manage it is your call to make.
 
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I'll remind everyone that she literally forced him to strip and show his dick, and she filmed it and blackmailed him to keep his mouth shut or else she'd leak it. It wasn't just regular bullying, it was pretty heavy shit.
I don't blame him for holding a deep grudge, I probably would too. But he also realized there's no point in trying anymore since she isn't the same piece of shit she used to be in the past, there's no satisfaction and no reason to try and ruin her now, it's too late.

But I still hold that this wouldn't be as controversial if the one who did it was another boy. A cute girl just makes people way more susceptible to just outright forgiving any bullshit they might have done.
 
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A quick aside but she isn't really caring, rather most of her actions stem from both the guilt of her past actions and the "kindness" he showed her. I am sure she won't be as cruel as she was as a kid but she isn't as altruistic as you.

I think it's also important to remember that most kids won't do this anyways. They just won't be bothered if they did something wrong mostly, or just lost that self awareness until they're an adult even.

But the fact she somehow, through some enlightenment or revelation or whatever, actually felt bad and even go as far to put her self on the altar just to atone of what she did at such a young age too is a sign that she might be a good person after all. Maybe it's gonna change for the worse in the future but at least for a while, i think it's safe to say she has a resolution to make up to him, to care about him in a way.

*Would be better if we're shown how she lived, how her family is, etc. Just a bit of a background on why she made up her mind to do this. (Unless it's for something more sinister or wacky as a plot twist at the end lmao)

All in all, if this is how i think it is, i'm glad. We are living in dark times nowadays and guilt, atonement, and the reciprocation of it are absolutely needed nowadays. I'm kinda sick of reading stories of just edgy stuff anyways (unless they're stylish) so this is refreshing imo.
 
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While that is a nice sentiment, it is also naïve. Sure he could and is likely to live for decades, she fucked him up mentally during some of his most important years of life. He can't simply get over that (especially since it consumed most of his life already). There is a reason why child abuse is taken so seriously and viewed as heavily damaging.

A quick aside but she isn't really caring, rather most of her actions stem from both the guilt of her past actions and the "kindness" he showed her. I am sure she won't be as cruel as she was as a kid but she isn't as altruistic as you think.
I disagree to a point.

I know a lot of people who had harsh childhood (from parents abuse, being beaten in school daily to surviving a war) and yet they grow up to be happy and productive people in their 30's, many starting their own families. It all depends on what kind of support you have and how much are you willing to let it all go after a certain point. Sure, many of them still hold some sort of trauma when they were kids but people change over time and those kind of trauma have less and less effect as the time goes on. Only exception I have seen to this so far are highly depressed persons, who will only always only see bad in not just their childhood but everything that exists. But those are extreme cases and not that much common.

Saying that your life is ruined when you are 15, still go to school, didn't had your first job and didn't pay your first tax yet is much more naive view imho.

And I would not dismiss her as totally altruistic person, she cares about MC so much and bears so much guilt that she got herself into being bullied again so that MC would be left alone. That action alone shows (as MC have stated) that she is redeemable. She may have done bad things when she was a kid but at least she is trying to fix all of that, which is something that I cannot say for most other fictional characters in her position.

In the end, entire theme of this revenge and forgiveness. And this last few chapters illustrated that perfectly. Yes, revenge feels sweet and enjoyable when delivered (those who have watched this week 9999 Gacha anime knows what I am talking about) but it is also the easiest thing to do. And most of them either leaves you completely empty (like MC stated in this chapter) or it fuels even more revenge in a cycle that is hard to break. Forgiveness is much, much harder to do. Especially in cases of deep emotional and psychical damage. But in the end, those who can forgive even that not only bring rest to their own souls but also break the cycle of hate before it can even began.

And MC is on a good path to create better future for himself and his bully. If this manga goes in that direction it will be a good read.
 
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You know what could be even more devastating ? When they were younger, the girl have a crush on him but she don't understand hot to expresses it properly then choose to bullying him instead...wanting to strip your crush naked and bullying him to make him cry just because it's arousing forcing attention out of him...kinda extremes way to do things but some people does that...very unhealthy.
Ouch!...judging from how she taking it her self, she really like it that way...
 
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Alright, fair.

Still doesn't make his own nonsense okay or any less irritating, but bowing and apologizing to his old self before the switch gets flipped is very nice imagery.
 
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