I remember when I read this in the novel... that shit hit so hard I didn't sleep that night because I just couldn't stop thinking about it. I would also recommend yall to read this part in the novel because it was more impactful. Of course the manga isn't bad but (at least to me) the novel had more of a impact on this part/arc than the manga.
Edit: I forgot what chapter this was on the novel but I'd personally recommend reading it from the beginning. If not, I'll put it on here since I'm going to re-read it again sometime this week.
What a chapter, although I prefer the novel version, where things are a little different, still this chapter was great, love how they played out the moment with treynar.