HAEJOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
man... i feel like if i talk about the kind of teenager i was in trying to explain how i feel about Eunyung's Wild Ride it wouldn't fully convey the white hot rage and desperation i can empathize with here lol. "are you going to destroy all my chances of leaving here even though you hate me this much? are you gonna purposefully destroy my ability to get a job, or my chances to learn how to drive, or my chances to go to school... just so i'm either still stuck here as an unhireable NEET or living on the streets long into adulthood? haven't you learned that punishment doesn't work? are you going to keep trying to prove punishment works on me for the rest of your life, just to prove a point over me? is it going to be like this forever? should i just die? should i just kill you?" -i remember thinking like this. even if eunyung just thought "maybe he'll die or maybe this'll just scare him into leaving me alone and either's fine," i know where that cornered animal impulse came from... not that it often works out so well.