it makes sense since she doesnt even completely understand it she just goes for it, she really needs to step up or she'll fall to that cliche of: ''the girl that confess and actually tries to get with the guy loses to the passive girl coz the passive girl fits the common japanese man preference more'' and she also against ''the 1st girl always wins, but sometimes they trick u into believing another girl was the 1st''
Shit's hard for her