Thank you for bringing this topic in this chapter. For anyone dealing with suicidal thoughts and depression, please talk to someone. If you can't find someone close to confide in and can't afford consultation with professional, seek out communities on the internet that deal with them. Shut out all our your social media if it burdens you. Nothing is more important than your own life. Chance for happiness will come, as long as you keep living.
I don't watch Terace House, but somehow I watched that episode in passing on the internet. Soon, the news about Kimura hit me, and I was devastated. I'm not particularly interested in Idol or wrestling, but watching someone from my generation died like that kept me awake at night. She was so vibrant in speaking her dream.
You might feel alone and in pain. But someone you met in life will always care for you. You are important.