Well altho I like to spectate romance and stuffs like that, however when it actually comes to me and it wanted me to be the 'player', I always has this feeling of getting weirded out and the urgent to ask them 'why?' 'why would you even want me to do something that gross?' 'just how do you come to the conclusion of me want to color my life with a romance of myself getting involved like those that I spectated?'...it's all fun to witness but that doesn't necessarily I want/need to do the same thing as them
Also very ironic indeed, but still regardless you need to be more aggressive author-san but I guess that's not your role huh