I finished this novel long time ago so seeing every little details and expressions from Xie Lian and the other characters really hurts me tbh... those detailed gestures! Every single thing has such meaning once you know the full story. I feel so sad and hurt for our Crowned Prince ughhhhhhhh I might reread it again and make myself cry
and those two went silent agdhdjdjdjrkfkdk it hurts meeee arghhhh