From what I’ve seen so far I hardly see her as a girl who became a recluse after being insulted about her face. She seems a bit too normal, without really any much fear? She even seems to be hardheaded??
I know it wouldn’t make for a good manga if she was scared all the dang time but I wish they at least make the character consistent to how they were introduced. Trauma isn’t just gonna let you walk out the doors feeling normal when it kept you in for multiple years. So what if she gained an eye opener from the current events and want to be braver, a want to change isn’t gonna just pave the way to suddenly being alright. I mean even after being reminded about the cause of her trauma plus knowing that she regularly meets him, she barely even flinches!
Trauma isn’t that easy. Anxiety isn’t just something you suddenly overcome. When you get into situations where you become a recluse and no one tries to change it, you get worse not better! After being insulted and seeing multiple people being visibly hostile, I would’ve thought that she’d have a panic attack, but of course she didn’t.
This is a cute story and all that, but honestly, they didn’t justify the recluse and trauma setting all that much and I wish they made her be friends with some people before the monarch selection to show that she already overcame her trauma if they’re not gonna write it in now.
If they’re gonna excuse it with her having a loving family that was enough to heal her, I don’t think that’s gonna help if her fear was other people. It just makes a safe space for her.
You people think she’s spineless, well I think she should be even more spineless! I believe that someone can break you with a sentence but if she really were a person who would break so easily, why isn’t it being shown? Why is she too normal?
On the other hand, people commenting here how she’s spineless, she’s brave af (though I wish it were portrayed better)! Bishes that think forcing yourself to go out after thinking everyone already hates you for existing is easy, have probably had a life without excessive anxiety. It’s extremely hard to fight back against your own mind and having a body that doesn’t cooperate and automatically feels fear doesn’t really help. Just because you can be normal and even be bold, doesn’t mean that someone who was more prone to anxiety could also be the same.
Her grandfather made her a candidate because just as he said in his last will, he believed in her strengths and saw it in her more than she could see it now. He probably made this format just to get her to interact with people and maybe even made it sort of like a small group exposure therapy just for her.
Tldr Author used a trauma and recluse setting but wrote the MC too normal in the actual story. Trauma isn’t that easy to heal and I wish it were portrayed as her being even more spineless. On the other hand, she is brave for trying to overcome her trauma and isn’t as spineless as other commenters have been saying. Facing trauma and anxiety is tough af. Her grandfather probably saw her potential and that’s why she’s a candidate.