To read through the walls of emotion that has been stated through the Comment Section.........
It`s................ frightening to put it lightly 😰
To the scanlation team, it is my utmost wish that you do not be discourage with all the comments and withdrawal from further scanning and uploading future chapters 😉
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, hence, so am i 🧐
i have been reading this manga since Chapter One, and it is my fondest wish that i could read this manga until the end 😃
i could also read that readers are outrage at the pace of the story and i am now writing from Mizuhara~san point of view
If you take into account Mizuhara~san point of view , i think maybe the rage can be calmed 😰
Note: Humans CANNOT live without their pillar of strength
<Be it family, friends, pets or valuable hobby >
my pillars of strength will be my mother, my cats and also my growing collection of manga, anime and games 😋
now, my point is:
If memory serves, she has been living with her Grandparents since she is just a little girl
Her father is nowhere to be found, and she is left with only a mother, grandfather and grandmother who raised her to be who she is right now <those are her pillars of strength>
Then, the unthinkable happens, her mother passed away 😭 leaving her with only her Grandparents to raised her <her first pillar of strength = gone forever>🤧
A few years passed, her Grandfather, who supported her decision to be an actress passed away 😭, yet another pillar of strength for her has been broken 🤧
And now, her grandmother <her last pillar of strength> may follow suit, so.......... i ask........ it is really the time to think about romantic feelings when now she is preoccupied with her own internal emotion 🤫
She really is racing against time because she is determined to be an actress, be in a movie before her Grandmother pass away
For her feelings for Kazuya~san, i do see hope between the two 😊 but, i do agree on this,
Kazuya~san needs to convey his feelings thoroughly so it shall finally reach the depths of her heart 😫
From my opinion, Both are in the same boat for this:
1) They have loved and lost someone dear in their hearts, and cannot take another heartbreak
2) Both of them are the type of people that will always stay true and loyal to each other till death do they part
So, to convey their feelings, they have to be absolutely sure <not even a shadow of a doubt in their minds>, that the other person truly loves them and not accept the feeling out of pity <that is why , in my opinion, the dilly-dally situation occurred> 😉
She is or maybe about to loose her last pillar of strength, so that is why if Kazuya~san is the would-be "new pillar of strength" for she to lean on to, she must make sure that she is just "not another replacement for Mami~san, the first girlfriend"
If that is the case, she will loose everything and the relationship will not last long
I do hope it does not come to that because if that is the case, why have any feelings for each other after all 😉