I think she mean "I want bf, but right now i dont have one, so if u just wanna be s*xfriend Im okay for now"Like I said previously, I don't really give a shit what she did before. It's what she does from now on that's important.
Altought I can understand the shock and sadness.
Even if you don't care about ex-partners it still doesn't feel great to hear the girl you love be like "I get railed on the weekly for fun".
However, "I'm different, I want a boyfriend" but.. you did it anyway? Doesn't make sense.