I love the lesson taught in this chapter, that even after making a mistake don't just stop moving and stay stuck. Mistakes and regrets suck and absolutely hurt, everybody knows how terrible it can feel. It's natural to cry after feeling pain, kids cry a lot after falling down but eventually they have to stand back up again or they'll just STAY in pain. Our MC has stayed down for 10 years after falling down, he knows how his family and other people look at him and he feels shame and embarrassment because of it. But now he's getting back up, he even acknowledges how scared he is and can remember every time he has failed before, but this time he WANTS to get up so he WILL. "No thoughts, only Action". When his Mom saw how he went out and is actively trying to find work, she was happy and that also makes ME happy.