So, each volume of the manga has an extra chapter written in a novel format. Chipp12 is translating them and posting them in the manga’s main thread on the forum. He’s already done this for volumes
one and
two.
As you may have seen, Chipp12 mentioned that the extra chapter in volume 4 is about Azusa. I was curious, so I read it myself using MTL... and, well, it’s a very unpleasant and repulsive read.
The chapter is a very graphic account from Azusa’s point of view, describing the hopeless cycle she’s trapped in—being raped by Mitsuru and photographed by him.
⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️
This section contains explicit and potentially disturbing material. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
The first account is of when she tried to kill him by stabbing him. She failed and only managed to cut his face (see chapter 19). Mitsuru disarms her and punches her in the face several times, leaving her covered in blood. After that, Mitsuru says something like: “Look what you made me do after I was nice to you! Your only good feature is your cute face, and now it’s all swollen.” He then puts a plastic bag over her head and rapes her repeatedly until the next morning, while she can barely breathe because of the bag and her own blood.
The second account is about when Mitsuru takes her to the Inoue building and forces her to perform oral sex on him. She’s clearly reluctant, so Mitsuru gets rough—he throat-fucks her until she vomits, then says something like: “That’s disgusting. Have you no shame?” There’s also a long, graphic, and unpleasant description of Mitsuru’s penis—how it feels in her mouth, the texture, the taste, the pubic hair brushing against her nose, and so on.
The second account kind of broke my suspension of disbelief. It makes absolutely no sense that Mitsuru would put his penis in the mouth of a girl who had tried to stab him. She could’ve easily bitten it off—and he would’ve bled to death. You could argue that she was already fully submissive at that point, but even so, it still feels insane.
But anyway, like I said, the whole thing is a disturbing, unpleasant, and repulsive read.