@hancea1996 Then you are single or don't have a meaningful relationship and don't have to worry about that sort of thing in the first place. If you are ashamed of what you buy, then maybe you shouldn't buy it? If your pride is shattered just by your partner finding out, it clearly wasn't built on a solid foundation. Try opening yourself up to others, and they might open themselves to you. The best relationships are ones where both sides are mutually supportive. Loving a person includes acknowledging their flaws and accepting them.
They aren't upset of what you are hiding, but that you feel you cannot be honest with them.
And while I am aware all of that sounded like total BS you might hear from support groups, it actually
works.