Thanks for the chapter!
I prefer unedited chapters over censored ones. Especially hate those black bars or weird light as can't be sure if it's censorship sometimes or something weird going on with character. Also, find the quality to be very good and smooth. Unlike some others with rough shading and stuff all over with clunky translations which could mean anything.
Should ignore the flamers and trolls. There's always going to be some idiots who feel entitled to complain about everything out of some pathetic need to be heard and pampered who don't appreciate all the hard work and time someone put in somethings. That or being deliberately malicious just to either garner attention or kick up a fuss.
In any case, hope change your mind and come back to this soon and that things get better. Main thing is to find someone to talk to about things, not to hole up alone somewhere, and make sure to eat healthy, get plenty of rest, get some fresh air, and find something fun and constructive to do for a hobby. Can't say things will get easier or lighter but it helps to have someone or several people around to help lighten the load even just a little. I was a mess when my mom died a few years ago, still working on dealing with it, but was just sitting around blankly except to feed pets until found someone to talk to and started looking into hobbies just to accomplish something small for a start and move forward. Still messed up and chronically depressed but able to do well at my job and slowly move forward step by step.