Sankakkei no Kowashi-kata - Vol. 5 Ch. 17

[gmanhunt]

Only 17 chapters in and the author is already backed into a corner

 

[Adowrath]

I read and caught up with this manga fairly recently and I stand by my original statement based on Aya's hesitance after the first confession and her expression it seemed ridiculously obvious to me that she had very few if any romantic feelings for Koto that whether because she just didn't have the time and energy to have those feelings because of stuff with her family or because she just didn't like that version of Koto romantically doesn't really matter

You.. you know feelings evolve, right? You know that someone you see as a close friend can turn into someone you love over time, not to mention that friend already confessed and continues to hold their love for you?

 

[youkari]

So good news. Volume 1 got a physical release! I've put the cdjapan link on the title page.

 

[bluebutterfly15]

I’ve just reread the story, and I have an account to comment now, but there is just so much to this story, it’s hard to get all into words.

First of all, I consider Aya to be a very admirable person. She already went through so much and had to grow up so fast even before she blipped out of existence for seven years. And that blip not only ruined her life, it disconnected her from her last remaining relationships. Yet, the moment she found her footing, she took off running to try and get her life together so she can stand as equals with Koto and Erika again.

I think a lot of readers have been underestimating her because of her literal age. The number itself doesn’t tell you nearly as much about a person as many might think. It doesn’t reflect maturity, wisdom or life experiences. Ironically, in recent chapters, Aya has been the one acting the most mature compared to Koto and Erika. I think she‘s been doing just fine on a personal level but the other two are going to make things much harder on her before they get better, especially Erika.

So let’s address that elephant, all the clues, all the hints, they point directly to Erika as the one responsible for Aya’s disappearance and reappearance. Some deniers will claim to the bitter end that there is no definitive proof, but the only reason why it hasn’t been fully revealed yet is because we are building up to that confrontation.here are just a few missing pieces that need to fall into place.

1) The Kumagaya siblings’ story. First, the brother is in eerily similar circumstances regarding his education, then the sister implies she suspects Aya‘s real age and asked her a very specific question. Learning about their story would give Aya some idea of what happened to her.
2) Erika‘s hidden feelings. In a previous chapter, Aya mentions she likes Erika for her bluntness and because she has “no hidden side”. Unfortunately, that’s far from true, Erika keeps a lot of her deepest emotions bottled up and hidden away. First her unrequited crush on Koto, then her growing resentment and jealousy towards Aya. There are a different ways they could be revealed and I think it will be soon.
3) Aya’s repressed memories. Erika was the last person to see Aya before she was spirited away and it doesn’t seem like the kind of conversation she told anyone about and it seems she prefers that Aya not remember. If it was as bad as I think it is, I can understand why Aya‘s mind might suppress. Like I said, she was comfortable around Erika because she believed she had no hidden side, but then as she allowed herself to get closer to one friend, the other turned on her. It must have been quite the shock and a betrayal of trust. And since these were evidently Aya‘s last moments, it will probably be the final piece.

 

[Aquarius0225]

I’ve just reread the story, and I have an account to comment now, but there is just so much to this story, it’s hard to get all into words.

First of all, I consider Aya to be a very admirable person. She already went through so much and had to grow up so fast even before she blipped out of existence for seven years. And that blip not only ruined her life, it disconnected her from her last remaining relationships. Yet, the moment she found her footing, she took off running to try and get her life together so she can stand as equals with Koto and Erika again.

I think a lot of readers have been underestimating her because of her literal age. The number itself doesn’t tell you nearly as much about a person as many might think. It doesn’t reflect maturity, wisdom or life experiences. Ironically, in recent chapters, Aya has been the one acting the most mature compared to Koto and Erika. I think she‘s been doing just fine on a personal level but the other two are going to make things much harder on her before they get better, especially Erika.

So let’s address that elephant, all the clues, all the hints, they point directly to Erika as the one responsible for Aya’s disappearance and reappearance. Some deniers will claim to the bitter end that there is no definitive proof, but the only reason why it hasn’t been fully revealed yet is because we are building up to that confrontation.here are just a few missing pieces that need to fall into place.

1) The Kumagaya siblings’ story. First, the brother is in eerily similar circumstances regarding his education, then the sister implies she suspects Aya‘s real age and asked her a very specific question. Learning about their story would give Aya some idea of what happened to her.
2) Erika‘s hidden feelings. In a previous chapter, Aya mentions she likes Erika for her bluntness and because she has “no hidden side”. Unfortunately, that’s far from true, Erika keeps a lot of her deepest emotions bottled up and hidden away. First her unrequited crush on Koto, then her growing resentment and jealousy towards Aya. There are a different ways they could be revealed and I think it will be soon.
3) Aya’s repressed memories. Erika was the last person to see Aya before she was spirited away and it doesn’t seem like the kind of conversation she told anyone about and it seems she prefers that Aya not remember. If it was as bad as I think it is, I can understand why Aya‘s mind might suppress. Like I said, she was comfortable around Erika because she believed she had no hidden side, but then as she allowed herself to get closer to one friend, the other turned on her. It must have been quite the shock and a betrayal of trust. And since these were evidently Aya‘s last moments, it will probably be the final piece.

Yeah. It’s Erika who essentially “murdered” middle schooler Koto — the cutest girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. That’s why all Erika's heartbreaking moment feels like justice. I don’t understand why the author had to cast such a negative light on her. The other two are just victims of Erika’s selfish wish, and it ends up ruining what could’ve been a beautiful love triangle story.

 

[bluebutterfly15]

Yeah. It’s Erika who essentially “murdered” middle schooler Koto — the cutest girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. That’s why all Erika's heartbreaking moment feels like justice. I don’t understand why the author had to cast such a negative light on her. The other two are just victims of Erika’s selfish wish, and it ends up ruining what could’ve been a beautiful love triangle story.

”Beautiful” is not a word typically associated with love triangle stories. They’re typically messy, full to the brim with drama, and almost always leave a sizeable portion of any audience/reader base unsatisfied at the end. This love triangle story is messier and more dramatic than most, and that’s a huge part of its appeal. And Erika is an integral part of what makes this story work.

She‘s a wonderfully written character. On the surface, she appears to be the most rational, mature, put-together character of the trio. Yet, on an emotional level, she is perhaps the most childish, as ironic as that sounds. She does not know how to properly handle or express her emotions, so they mostly stay bottled up. Hidden where no one can see them, they just build up over time, but they do still affect her judgment and actions. Most of what she has done for Aya may seem helpful, even compassionate at times, but often there is a hidden ulterior motive that sometimes takes me a while to deduce.

A recent example, she helped Aya get a role in her acting troupe, a seemingly selfless act to help her get back into acting and provide her more opportunities. Except this chapter makes it clear, Erika is using this play as another chance to compete with Aya on the stage. Her jealousy toward Aya wasn’t just about Koto, it was about acting as well. She couldn‘t get over the feeling that these past few years she was acting as Aya’s stand-in, so she feels the need to prove she’s the better actor while sharing the stage with her. Although, based on the warning she got from her colleague, it seems like her performance is actually suffering recently so it might actually backfire on her.

Putting that aside, while I do think Erika is emotionally immature and not nearly as rational as she appears, I do not think she is the superstitious type. I think she used those tanabata wishes as an outlet for all the feelings she doesn’t know how to deal with. I’m sure she 100% meant those wishes from the bottom of her heart, but on a rational level, I don’t think she thought for even a second that wishes like that would ever come true. When Aya did disappear, sure, it‘s a bad look and best not to mention it, but it was just a coincidence. Then Aya came back, not looking a day older than the last time Erika saw her seven years ago. When you see the impossible right before your eyes, that doubtlessly would make you question everything you thought you knew. I imagine the whole thing is still difficult for her to process, and she has other priorities on her mind, too, but I’m willing to bet the thought has been gnawing at her conscience this entire time, I did this.