I’ve said this before, but it hurts a little to think that everyone is falling for her and enamoured by this somewhat fake her.
They all see her as this solemn and mature person who is peacefully accepting her inevitable early death. Being charmed by her unyielding optimism and persistence to embrace and cherish what she has left.....
but no, in reality she’s just a fan girl thirsting over her bois, that also happens to always speak in a very ominous (near-death) manner