@Lindiaz this one I guess
https://mangadex.org/title/28857/yoru-ni-naru-to-boku-wa
https://mangadex.org/title/49951/dansei-kyoufushou-datta-watashi-ga-av-jouyu-ni-naru-made-no-hanashi
https://mangadex.org/title/48961/until-the-end
Idk why you'd want to torture yourself but oh well the last one is something I just follow but not read a bit too much for me ngl.
The second one is a biography so that's extra fresh this one is my fav is terms of the rape genre.
The first one though is good enough,if we are talking about the rape parts, that you support the MC's murder spree I do hope he starts killing police too fk the Japanese justice system lol.
This is all I know so far