Hooray! Welcome back (to Mangadex and a new chapter!). Shima, please relax ok? You're too in your head. Just be present. I can't wait for the home and school friends to interact. I would like to see Mitsumi get close to a new guy, maybe a home town guy...
oh geez, its hard letting go to the idea that you cant slip up, just setting a huge unrealistic standard you push onto no one but yourself. Its achievement enough simply recognizing your behaviors. poor kid.